Like a
baby who cries for his or her mother, like a child who demands attention from
those who are around, so our “adult” hearts crave knowledge that those around
us consider us valuable. The question remains… Why? What broke in side of us
that affirmation fixes? Where did this hole come from?
If we
exist as simple products of natural accidence, the answer does not exist. Our
program that drives our hearts, minds, and very lives requires that we receive
confirmation of our worth. But the human heart, like a hopelessly tangled knot,
cannot be fully known, not by our own selves much less by others. How can value
be assigned to something unknown?
But
programs require programmers; so to know the value of something, we must know
the one who created it. As an artist creates and assigns a value to his
painting, based on the time, materials and effort, so does God put value on us.
Only the creator can know the true value. God formed us with his hands,
breathed a conscious spirit into us, and put us in charge of ruling his kingdom
on this earth as his created children. Then He looked and said, “It is very
good.” But we chose and daily choose to be our own ruler, to find our own
value. The problem comes from lack of stability.
Money
gains and loses value daily, sometimes a small shift, sometimes dramatic. The
rules of culture, fashion and society change weekly, almost daily. Status
achieved in one night disappears just as quickly the next. The moment you
purchase a new product, it becomes outdated. A constant standard of worth does
not exist in this natural world. It must come from outside it.
Human.
The name chosen to represent all of us. In Truth, no one person exists below or
above the rest. God views His creation as good, but lost. One of the bigger
losses at the fall remains our identity. We scrap and fight to prove that our
existence has meaning because of the things we have done, to others whom
history will forget as fast as the rest of us.
Popularity,
wealth, poverty, sickness, or any number of conditions that every person can
experience remains meaningless. Yet, to live knowing where true value lies, to
live a life devoted to the one that created us, there lies Truth. And only in
Truth, is there meaning.